My mom is the only person that can piss me off to no extent right when I wake up. Please stop singing about how what a beautiful morning it is because you’re giving me a headache. You sound like a dying whale. Just stop.
>>I haven’t thought this much about a boy,ever. I also never got those butterflies I get when I talk to you with anyone else. I don’t think you realize how much I enjoy your presence… And I usual don’t enjoy anyone’s presence. Nobody has ever made me feel the way I feel about you now. And I’m not exactly sure how I feel about actually liking someone and seeing myself with them.
I may be completely in the friendzone over here now tho… Gah if there was one power I wish I had it would definitely be to read someone’s mind. But I can’t so I’m stuck here struggling.
My mom told me about how my dad and his dad had issues with dealing with depression and how it would get really bad. He would think about his family and his health and start getting stressed out. I can’t help but think I’m going down that same road on nights like this. Im thinking about those exact things. People say it’ll get better and tomorrow’s a new day but fuck that… It’ll only be a better day because I’m hiding all my feelings like usual. No one cares to fucking listen to me and I’m ALWAYS there for all of my friends… But at this point I feel like its better to hold this all in because I can’t trust anyone because I’m not even sure anyone cares.
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thought i was just gonna stop what we have going on and let it all go, but something always brings me back to you and i’m still not sure what it is about you.
>>This whole time you didn’t realize how serious i was being, now that you do know, a weight has been lifted and i am so happy.
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